The Thraldom League of Geometric Orgasms

This evening I went to a Wim Delvoye opening. The Wine was served in plastic cups and the gallery owner was distant and seemingly pretentious; I had bizarre company. A middle aged man from Buenos Aires who invited me, we spoke of Theaetetus and God. He seemed to be a lovely fellow however very odd and perhaps armoured by me which is confronting considering I obliged his invitation under the impression he was homosexualy inclined; the first thing he said when I met him at a cafe was ‘I love your bag, its super cute’…Idk man. He invited me to dinner with his cracked out christian best friend, the gallery owner and the Wim. I politely declined and left in a clatter-unsure of what I had just experienced. I don’t regret it however tempting a discussion of the ‘Cloaca’ with the artist himself might be. No sarcasm intended. Delvoye is fascinating, I’m just sick of guys I’m not actually interested in. FYI-Some of Delvoye’s Tattooed Pigs ~gOoGL3 it~
Feb 9

This evening I went to a Wim Delvoye opening. The Wine was served in plastic cups and the gallery owner was distant and seemingly pretentious; I had bizarre company. A middle aged man from Buenos Aires who invited me, we spoke of Theaetetus and God. He seemed to be a lovely fellow however very odd and perhaps armoured by me which is confronting considering I obliged his invitation under the impression he was homosexualy inclined; the first thing he said when I met him at a cafe was ‘I love your bag, its super cute’…Idk man. He invited me to dinner with his cracked out christian best friend, the gallery owner and the Wim. I politely declined and left in a clatter-unsure of what I had just experienced. I don’t regret it however tempting a discussion of the ‘Cloaca’ with the artist himself might be. No sarcasm intended. Delvoye is fascinating, I’m just sick of guys I’m not actually interested in.

FYI-Some of Delvoye’s Tattooed Pigs ~gOoGL3 it~

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So I had that healing today. It was a combination of reiki and crystal healing. Her counsel has really helped me. Last night when I got home from work I couldn’t sleep. I tossed and turned and sweated and shivered. I threw my pillow on the floor and tried to sleep on the carpet and then on the tiles in the bathroom. Timon was sort of annoyed but I think he was nervous it was some bizarre ploy to avoid sleeping with him. It wasn’t. I thought it was just stress and nerves and the state of the room (chaotic) and perhaps the recycled air; the window in this damned motel won’t open. I blamed it on the copious portions of cocaine I had railed earlier but I realised tonight that yesterday was the eighth of February, the full moon. My body was rowdy and ready as per usual. I wept again to Madeleine, talking about my life. She relieved me of a lot of my fears and guilt. She tells me I’m a really strong person. I’m glad she sees that in her third eye because all I have shown her is a nervous, blubbering wreck. Next week I am spending a whole day with her ‘discovering my inner child’ whatever that might involve. I may write about these spiritual experiences with an air of scepticism however it must not be interpreted as contempt for I am just a novice in of the world beyond this realm and accept nothing but what I see and feel. I have just seen an felt too much to deny that the depth in the complexities of energy, its movements and what controls it is beyond generally accepted scientific ideas. Age of aquarius yo, and all that far out shit. 
Feb 9

So I had that healing today. It was a combination of reiki and crystal healing. Her counsel has really helped me. Last night when I got home from work I couldn’t sleep. I tossed and turned and sweated and shivered. I threw my pillow on the floor and tried to sleep on the carpet and then on the tiles in the bathroom. Timon was sort of annoyed but I think he was nervous it was some bizarre ploy to avoid sleeping with him. It wasn’t. I thought it was just stress and nerves and the state of the room (chaotic) and perhaps the recycled air; the window in this damned motel won’t open. I blamed it on the copious portions of cocaine I had railed earlier but I realised tonight that yesterday was the eighth of February, the full moon. My body was rowdy and ready as per usual. I wept again to Madeleine, talking about my life. She relieved me of a lot of my fears and guilt. She tells me I’m a really strong person. I’m glad she sees that in her third eye because all I have shown her is a nervous, blubbering wreck. Next week I am spending a whole day with her ‘discovering my inner child’ whatever that might involve. I may write about these spiritual experiences with an air of scepticism however it must not be interpreted as contempt for I am just a novice in of the world beyond this realm and accept nothing but what I see and feel. I have just seen an felt too much to deny that the depth in the complexities of energy, its movements and what controls it is beyond generally accepted scientific ideas. Age of aquarius yo, and all that far out shit. 


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I found my new physic in Surry Hills today. I have had a rough trot for a while as we have moved like the doomed romany all about this place and I am sick of not having a nest. This has left me quite out of sorts and days have began to blur into a directionless mess as my sleeping patterns have deteriorated from a once quite functional sleep cycle; not to mention Timon is scared and vocal about our lack of inter-coarse lately. Madeleine knew my aura was pretty fucked up, full of holes and far too open…I always perceived my openness as a positive before; now I see how perhaps I have let people get on top of me- in more ways than one. Any way, more to the point I had a fat cry about a whole bunch of things I wasn’t aware were upsetting me until a stranger helped me realised I was subconsciously holding it back. I have more direction now but further to go. I have been using physics in place of counsellors because I don’t know how to talk to people about how I feel v - v I have a healing session with Madeleine next week. Perhaps my Visuddha might cheer up.
Feb 2

I found my new physic in Surry Hills today. I have had a rough trot for a while as we have moved like the doomed romany all about this place and I am sick of not having a nest. This has left me quite out of sorts and days have began to blur into a directionless mess as my sleeping patterns have deteriorated from a once quite functional sleep cycle; not to mention Timon is scared and vocal about our lack of inter-coarse lately. Madeleine knew my aura was pretty fucked up, full of holes and far too open…I always perceived my openness as a positive before; now I see how perhaps I have let people get on top of me- in more ways than one. Any way, more to the point I had a fat cry about a whole bunch of things I wasn’t aware were upsetting me until a stranger helped me realised I was subconsciously holding it back. I have more direction now but further to go. I have been using physics in place of counsellors because I don’t know how to talk to people about how I feel v - v 

I have a healing session with Madeleine next week. Perhaps my Visuddha might cheer up.

(Source: itsalltooabsurd)

So things are all happening really quickly now after that shopping trip went terribly I decided to really get things done. There was a lot of upset to my self esteem for a while as I did fail. It was not entirely my fault however and I have been quick to forgive myself now that I have done my first shift at work and it all went relatively well. In short money takes three business days to transfer as opposed to three ~ days, as the bank guy originally told me. I’m not stupid, only uniformed on these commonplace intricacies within the formalities of modern financial life. I have lots of money.
Jan 27

So things are all happening really quickly now after that shopping trip went terribly I decided to really get things done. There was a lot of upset to my self esteem for a while as I did fail. It was not entirely my fault however and I have been quick to forgive myself now that I have done my first shift at work and it all went relatively well. In short money takes three business days to transfer as opposed to three ~ days, as the bank guy originally told me. I’m not stupid, only uniformed on these commonplace intricacies within the formalities of modern financial life. I have lots of money.

This shopping trip today is the first of my real person adult issues and I feel a little overwhelmed. I stress and I anxiety a whole bunch when my organisation skills fail me like they do ever frequently. If I can handle this though and things go to plan and I am at work with all the things I need at 6pm for my trial shift then and only then will I know I have achieved goal independence level. Gtg and handle this shit. Do your worst Sydney! FYI-Picasso, Harlequin’s Head/1905 
Jan 19

This shopping trip today is the first of my real person adult issues and I feel a little overwhelmed. I stress and I anxiety a whole bunch when my organisation skills fail me like they do ever frequently. If I can handle this though and things go to plan and I am at work with all the things I need at 6pm for my trial shift then and only then will I know I have achieved goal independence level. Gtg and handle this shit. Do your worst Sydney!

FYI-Picasso, Harlequin’s Head/1905 

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I woke my mother up this morning at 5:15am. She had just texted Timon (another Perthian who I have been living and loving with) so I figured she was up. She wasn’t, but I needed money; rather-I really need money. Mostly because she canceled my phone. Not in a ‘your cut off’ way; I had just been calling when I was only meant to text and racked up a $300 phone bill. Its not her money I want though I’m not a scab; she has a $900 cheque of mine I need her to bank- thats understandable right? We need to pay rent on our den and I need to buy a whole bunch of shit for work. First shift tonight. I really need a phone now too which she is pushing because she loves and wants contact with her baby runaway. So today I Iphone, which is rad but fucking intimidating to commit a two year contract. It’s still only 9:20 and banks in Perth won’t even open until nine which means lunchtime here. I have so much to do and so much time I can’t utilise to do it. So I do what I do best. I wait~
Jan 19

I woke my mother up this morning at 5:15am. She had just texted Timon (another Perthian who I have been living and loving with) so I figured she was up. She wasn’t, but I needed money; rather-I really need money. Mostly because she canceled my phone. Not in a ‘your cut off’ way; I had just been calling when I was only meant to text and racked up a $300 phone bill. Its not her money I want though I’m not a scab; she has a $900 cheque of mine I need her to bank- thats understandable right? We need to pay rent on our den and I need to buy a whole bunch of shit for work. First shift tonight.

I really need a phone now too which she is pushing because she loves and wants contact with her baby runaway.

So today I Iphone, which is rad but fucking intimidating to commit a two year contract. It’s still only 9:20 and banks in Perth won’t even open until nine which means lunchtime here. I have so much to do and so much time I can’t utilise to do it. So I do what I do best. I wait~

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I live on 22 Junkie street at the Dirtypip hotel Kingscross Sydney and I will be here for the next couple of weeks. How Ironic that in the clean homely spot I had in Fremantle I was smacked out of my mind most every day and since being in the city of the bustling heroin addict, while sharing my room with a family of roaches-I have only had an occasional bong; we got some nice gunja from behind a red door…but thats another story
Jan 16

I live on 22 Junkie street at the Dirtypip hotel Kingscross Sydney and I will be here for the next couple of weeks. How Ironic that in the clean homely spot I had in Fremantle I was smacked out of my mind most every day and since being in the city of the bustling heroin addict, while sharing my room with a family of roaches-I have only had an occasional bong; we got some nice gunja from behind a red door…but thats another story

I have been much less aware of how soon I am moving away than others. I have a few things to do. A guy I have been with is very upset. He begs me not to leave. What would I do if I stayed?  He can’t expect me to stay for him though. He refuses to leave on a good note. We are alien to each other but there is some bizarre love there- perhaps born of our endless evenings into the oblivion; you gain a certain emotional equilibrium with a person when you spend days together on crack. Maybe its just the ease in which our lives meshed that makes it difficult for him to unglue, maybe he just knows that I am as good as it gets for people like him and can’t let it go. It is so easy for me to just blow away with the breeze because I am so sure there is so much more for me. Once I get to the big city I know I will know just what to do. 
Jan 10

I have been much less aware of how soon I am moving away than others. I have a few things to do.

A guy I have been with is very upset. He begs me not to leave. What would I do if I stayed?  He can’t expect me to stay for him though. He refuses to leave on a good note. We are alien to each other but there is some bizarre love there- perhaps born of our endless evenings into the oblivion; you gain a certain emotional equilibrium with a person when you spend days together on crack. Maybe its just the ease in which our lives meshed that makes it difficult for him to unglue, maybe he just knows that I am as good as it gets for people like him and can’t let it go.

It is so easy for me to just blow away with the breeze because I am so sure there is so much more for me. Once I get to the big city I know I will know just what to do. 

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I ate three packets of Mi Goreng today and tried to watch Batman begins but it didn’t work out.
Jan 9

I ate three packets of Mi Goreng today and tried to watch Batman begins but it didn’t work out.

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I really really like it here its’s like it’s very very ancient and futuristic at the same time, sort of sci-fi and all the colours make you want to believe that plastic is natural you know? I really like it. I have missed tumblr.
Jan 9

I really really like it here its’s like it’s very very ancient and futuristic at the same time, sort of sci-fi and all the colours make you want to believe that plastic is natural you know? I really like it. I have missed tumblr.