I found my new physic in Surry Hills today. I have had a rough trot for a while as we have moved like the doomed romany all about this place and I am sick of not having a nest. This has left me quite out of sorts and days have began to blur into a directionless mess as my sleeping patterns have deteriorated from a once quite functional sleep cycle; not to mention Timon is scared and vocal about our lack of inter-coarse lately. Madeleine knew my aura was pretty fucked up, full of holes and far too open…I always perceived my openness as a positive before; now I see how perhaps I have let people get on top of me- in more ways than one. Any way, more to the point I had a fat cry about a whole bunch of things I wasn’t aware were upsetting me until a stranger helped me realised I was subconsciously holding it back. I have more direction now but further to go. I have been using physics in place of counsellors because I don’t know how to talk to people about how I feel v - v
I have a healing session with Madeleine next week. Perhaps my Visuddha might cheer up.